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Light that does not begin with us

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Tonight at the carol service, a message was spoken which really struck me. It was simple yet profound: L ight, real light …doesn’t start with us. We are not its source. We never have been. This truth sits right at the heart of Christmas and the Christian faith. Throughout Scripture, light is consistently shown as something flowing from God, not from human effort. The world receives light; it does not invent it. And Christmas is the moment that truth becomes visible with Jesus. John describes Jesus’ arrival into the world as: “The true light that gives light to everyone was coming into the world.”  John 1:9 Light is not a human achievement or an emotional state. It is the presence of Christ entering human history. He does not merely bring light; He is light. Christmas reminds us that light has a divine source, and any hope we experience begins with Him. Joy, Hope, Peace, and Light! During the service, four candles were lit to represent the four traditional themes through Adven...
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A year later: A heart completely changed

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  This time last year, my life looked so different. My values, my morals, my priorities , everything felt shaky. I was drifting, not anchored. And the biggest shift of all has been in my faith. I was, to put it honestly, a lukewarm Christian. I sinned more than I prayed. I didn’t have many Christian friends, nor a community to lean on. I surrounded myself with people who didn’t lead me closer to God. I was struggling with my mental health, with my identity, with my purpose… and yet I wasn’t turning to the One who heals all: Jesus. Back then, I was like a sheep wandering,  lost, scattered, vulnerable to doubt and harm. I didn’t realize how much I needed Someone to come after me. Fast forward just one year, and although it’s been one of the hardest years I’ve lived through, it’s also been a year marked by the most powerful growth I’ve ever experienced. Prayers I forgot I even prayed have been answered. Doors I didn’t know to knock on opened. God was moving long before I ever rec...
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God will use us where we are...

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    I have recently been studying the Book of Nehemiah, and even though we’ve only read the first few chapters, I feel like I’ve already learnt so much. There have been so many important messages to take away from it- moments where I have really felt God speaking directly to my own heart. Today I want to share one of those moments with you. So first, a bit of context. Nehemiah was an Israelite serving as cupbearer to King Artaxerxes of Persia, a position that meant he lived far from Jerusalem but carried significant responsibility and trust. When he heard that the walls of Jerusalem were broken down and the gates destroyed, his heart was moved. He prayed, he fasted, and eventually he asked the king for permission to return and rebuild the city. Miraculously, the king agreed and even supported his mission. By the time we reach chapter three, Nehemiah is finally carrying out what he had prayed for and asked the king to let him do.But what stands out to me isn’t just the rebuild...
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Lets talk about Mission...

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  Mission has been on my heart for the longest time, even before I became a Christian. I know, that sounds strange. You might be thinking, “How can someone feel called to mission before even knowing Jesus?” And honestly, a part of me hesitates to say it out loud because I know it might ruffle a few feathers. But it’s true. When we talk about “mission,” we often think instantly of spreading God’s Word, preaching, evangelising, travelling to new places, or serving in the church. And yes, mission includes those things,  but it also starts much deeper. Mission begins with a sense of calling. A desire to serve. A longing to help others. A feeling that your life is meant to be poured out for something greater than yourself. And that desire has been burning inside me for years. Even before I knew Jesus, before I understood faith or grace or salvation, I had this deep ache to help people. I didn’t know where it came from. I didn’t know why it mattered so much. I just knew that I fel...
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A New season in my life: Trusting the Lord in the transition

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 Lately, I’ve felt the Lord calling me into a new season - one that feels unfamiliar, daunting, and yet deeply filled with His peace. Transitions are never easy. They often come with uncertainty, waiting, and questions about what’s next. But I’ve learned that these are also the moments where faith becomes more than words ,it becomes trust in action. In this season, I’m learning to slow down, listen, and let go of the need to have everything figured out. God keeps reminding me that He doesn’t ask for my perfection - just my obedience and my willingness to trust Him one step at a time. There are days when I still feel unsure. But instead of striving for control, I’m choosing to surrender. I’m spending more time in prayer, reading Scripture, and surrounding myself with community that encourages me to keep my eyes on Jesus. One verse that has been anchoring me lately is Proverbs 3:5–6 : “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways...
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God and Joy

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  We talked about joy last night at CU - not the surface kind, but the kind that changes something inside of you. The kind that doesn’t come and go with the day, but flows from somewhere eternal. It reminded me how often we try to draw joy from things that were never meant to hold it - plans, people, achievements, approval. They make us feel good for a while, but it’s never enough. There’s always a quiet ache left behind, a hunger for something deeper. Because the truth is, lasting joy doesn’t come from below. It comes from above. Joy from the Source In John 15:10-11, Jesus says, “If you keep my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Fathers commands and remain in his love. I have Told you this so my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete." That line -  My joy in you  - changes everything. It means joy isn’t something we have to chase or create. It’s something we receive from God Himself. His joy isn’t built on moments or moods. I...
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When Fear whispers: Recognising the Enemy's voice in our hearts and relationships

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  Have you ever noticed how just when life starts to feel peaceful -when your relationship is strong, friendships are close, or your spirit feels calm - something suddenly shifts? A misunderstanding happens. A moment of silence feels heavier than it should. You start replaying conversations, wondering, “Did I do something wrong?” or “Maybe they don’t really care like I thought.” Sometimes, those moments aren’t just coincidences or mood swings. They can be subtle spiritual attacks meant to disturb the peace God gives us. The Bible warns us in 1 Peter 5:8 :  “Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.” But the Devil doesn’t always come roaring. Most of the time, he whispers. He plants thoughts and feelings that sound like our own voice - quiet lies wrapped in familiar tones: “You’re not good enough.” “They’re pulling away.” “You’ll never be happy.” He doesn’t have to destroy our world in an instant...
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